我回来了!

I actually had people asking me if I am giving up my blog!

Well, I'm not.

But its just that I'm too overwhelmed by the responsibility if being a Daddy. The boys are now a year old.

Hmm... how time flies.

Parenthood have surely exposed the other side of marriage. When two person comes together and starts living together till they are ready to start a family.

Children like they all say, are great binding "tools", they make you love each other more (at times, because of different views, hate each other more) and totally a reason to be home.

I actually run home every time I come back from an overseas trip! Just so I can quickly see them. My body seems to produce this excitement that makes me wanna hug them almost immediately when I touch down.

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Inevitably, we have our first time mistakes as parents and bumped around a lot.

From what to buy to what to do.

Patents actually make a lot of decisions for the baby.
* what time to sleep
* when to give them water
* what brand of milk powder to give

The list just goes on.

Children are and will continue to be an expensive affair. But having them is priceless. Their little actions proves so much to us. Recently, I have been home more and they start sticking to me, crawling over and asking me to carry.

This feeling is AWESOME!

Waking up at night seems a almost normal routine to me. In fact its 2.38am now as I punch away one my mobile.

What happened to those last night clubbing, internet gaming, or just hanging out watching Tv?

Well..... they don't exist. I'm a Daddy now you know. I can forgo almost anything for them.

If you don't understand how u feel, chances are, you're not the father of someone yet. Words itself cannot describe the simple term of Parents.

We are so lucky to be blessed with twins. I actually cannot answer when people ask me if its a very busy affair - I never had a single baby birth to compare with! Haha.

Also, I'm pretty sure if you ask parents of single baby. They will tell you they are busy too (they don't have twins to compare to!), so I summarized that all parents are happily busy people.

And have I been neglecting Mrs Neo because of the boys? How would I?!?! I love her tons you know!

*this evening before the boys slept*

Mr Neo: Darling, do you love me?
Mrs Neo: Yes.
Mr Neo: What do you love me about?
Mrs Neo: Everything about you.
Mr Neo: Just tell me one thing.
Mrs Neo: Ehhhhh...
Mrs Neo: I don't know
Mr Neo: Haha. 妈的。。

So I conclude. Love is not what you say, but is that smile that you put on your spouses face. Everyday.